A dream is a wish your heart makes? I think not.

I have THE WEIRDEST dreams when I am pregnant. Sometimes I wake up and have a bad day just because I can't get the weird dreams out of my head!! Last night was no different. As some of you know, Spencer has applied for a new job this coming school year. At first, we said he was just going to apply for the experience and it was no big deal if he didn't get it. But now that we've had a few weeks to think about it, it is REALLY hard not to get our hopes up! Well, it was long and complicated, but one of the odd dreams I had last night was that he didn't even get an interview and I had to go in try to convince them to interview him. They wouldn't and I woke up crying.

THEN I went back to sleep and dreamed I was in Costco and for some reason I had to be this girl's girlfriend. I didn't want to and I kept telling her I wasn't gay, but she kept chasing me around. WEIRD!! I kept looking for Spencer, but he wouldn't pay me any attention. I finally got away from the girl, and I just wanted to cry and eat this huge chocolate pie/cake thing and no one would get it out of the glass case for me. Then she found me again and I was even sadder.

Later on, I had another dream that we were finding out what we were having. I went into the ultrasound room and they instantly found the "goods" and it was CLEARLY a boy. I cried and cried. I was so sad and everyone was so mad at me because I was sad.

Dreams are always far more intense and complicated than I can put into words. My descriptions really don't do them justice. All of my dreams last night involved a lot of crying though. What does that mean exactly?? ha ha ha. Hopefully I can get out of the house and get these weird dreams out of my head!!